Wednesday, July 14, 2004

indecision and unrequited love

haiz... still can't stop thinking of her.... we really have drifted apart....
hardly talk... no msgs... nothing.... i don't know i she really avoiding me or if it is me avoiding her... i wish things could go back to when we first met... ya noe... hanging out tgr... joking ard...
i've really tried to get over her and move on... but she's really _____... i can't even think of a word to describe her... hrm... i doubt if i've ever been more serious about a gal... most of the other gals i've had crushes on were all kinda play play only except for one other gal....
haiz... that's life...
i spent some time thinking about it after the touch carnival on tues but i didn't really come to a solution... i think i'll stop thinking... hrm... what a paradox... haha....
thinking about not thinking....
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