so i guess master yoda was right in the end....
fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering...

we were, i was, too intimidated, fearful even, of their size... give them too much respect and to much room to operate....

cuz of that i got angry..... not with anyone... but with myself... my confidence dropped like that first ball that i was supposed to catch...

i hated myself for missing so many tackles.....

in the end, we all suffered a bigger loss... the insult of losing the match by such a large margin added upon the injury of some of our players....



sorry guys... i guess i have a long way to go to become a good fullback....