Wednesday, December 29, 2004

have you ever felt that you don't really have a purpose for living....
i'm not the contemplating suicide kind lar... but seriously...
how many of you out there have a specific plan and a solid, realistic vision of where you want to be in ten years time....
i'm not talking abt fantasies abt being a multi-trillianaire, owning twenty BMW and those are just the cars that you can fit into your mansion's gigantic garage....
those kind of visions are something that anyone can dream of...
i'm talking abt knowing what you want to do in life... what you want to achieve in the little time that you have here...
i don't really have my own vision... i can't imagine what i'll be like ten years down the line...
i live from day to day... and that is a problem... there is no goal.. there is no aim... nothing to strive for.... at the moment, my only aim is to get a good A level cert... but beyond that is totally blank... i can't envision ANYTHING past graduation... i know the path that is more or less set out in front of me... after college there is national service and after that the uni... but that is too general a path.... what am i going to do in uni etc etc etc... i just don't see it...

help...

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