Monday, June 01, 2009

State of Mind

You know how sometimes life throws you a curve ball? You don't really know if you should take a swing at it or just let it by. I'm not sure of anything right now. Some of my friends have been telling me that this isn't worth my time. Some have been telling me that there is a fighting chance. But I think I naturally tend towards the negative as a defensive mechanism.

(Confusion enter stage right. Exeunt Certainty and Control stage left.)

I just feel like what we have and had are nothing more than a working relationship. Nothing more than a friendship of convenience. Whoever said that absence makes the heart grow fonder should be shot in the balls and hung upside down until death. Distance seems to want the extinguish the flames and I don't wanna be that kind of person who just gives up over and over again. There are somethings that are worth fighting for. Is this one of those things?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

"good things will come to those..who do something bout it" cous,if you think it's worth it, go for it,don't live in the "what if" land, just go for it,better to have experienced it than to wonder what coulda happened:) *Des*

bONG said...

hey man. that's totally true.
it also sucks to be stuck in friendsville. well. hopefully things turn out for the best.