Bittersweet

It's finally over. And I can't decide whether to be happy or sad. On the one hand, I can finally have my nights back to do whatever I want. On the other hand, I don't know what to do with them. I prob need to get studying, but that's such a chore.

I have to admit, I was tearing at the "Biggest Mistake" scene. Firstly, Dhaniah and Omar got the emotion perfect. Then, to hear the audience applaud in appreciation of the song, that just pushed me over the edge. It was such a gratifying experience to hear their approval of the jumbled up mess of chords that I started with. To see the song evolve itself from initial conception to the arranging and finally to the last performance. It was like watching a child grow from birth to being able to stand on its own two feet and hold its own in the world.

That was the overpowering sense of achievement that could only really be provided by something that simple as the clapping of hands.