what to do with my life??

well... i'm back on the subject of mid years.... what can i do.... its saturday and the exams start on monday... i still haven't really done that much studying... i have a very bad feeling that i'm gonna flunk the mid-years real bad....
no mood to study sia... as soon as i get my econs file out i doze off... or else i lose concentration and start doing something else.... haiz... i don't know what to do...
i have a theory why i don't have the motivation to study... i thought about it and i discovered i didn't really know what i want to do in the future... i don't really know what kind of job i wanna take... at first i thought i wanted to go into either engineering or teaching... but come to think of it.... i'm not really sure that that is where my passions lie... so if i don't even know what i want to do with my life what am i studying for... basically i'm just going to sch for the sake of going to sch....
how am i supposed to study when i don't know what i'm going to do with my education once i've finished... if only there was a way for me to take a break frm sch and find my path in life first then come back... but i doubt it's possible....
i just don't know where i'm going to be five years frm now.... i mean... most ppl have an aim in life... ya know... most ppl have a vision to where they wanna go after each stage of education.... but i'm just going with the flow without an aim... maybe it's my fault that i didn't think of this sooner but that's in the past... i have to find a solution to my prob ASAP....
if i don't... i'll just prob drop out and start working or sumthing....
remember that cabbie... the one that came to pick me and my sis after the LP concert... well... he was saying that our generation was very lucky that we have the opportunity to complete our studies.... but i just don't know... i feel lucky to receive an education up to JC level... but i don't know what is the use of having this education.... i don't know what i'm studying for... i don't know what i'm gonna do with this education once i'm out in the workforce....
i'm just very frustrated right now... do you know the feeling where you want to be something... you want to be a somebody... but you don't know what kinda somebody you want to be... that's how i feel...
i want to make it in this world... i want to be respected and seen as a somebody... but i don't know what i what to do and i don't know how to get there....
i know there is quite a lot of "i don't know"s in this post... but that really sums up the way i feel right now....
i don't know....