total and utter boredom.... i have no idea what to do now....
i don't wanna go out cuz i need to save up some cash, tv is boring, there is noone online and the skin on my left hand's fingers are peeling so bad that i can't play my guitar...

actually i'm supposed to be working on my bike right now.... but feel to lazy too lah.... i think i'll do it tonight when its cooler.... damn... kawasaki ar... just so that i can remove the fuel tank i gotta take off the all the side panels and the whole seat.... dammit... and the bleeding fuel tank has a crack that i need to repair.... haha... but why am i doing all this crap... cuz i LOVE my bike... its really a rocket with wheels... haha... on that small 800cc two-stroke i can keep up with a big 400cc four-stroke on beach sand summore... haha.. totally awesome fella...

i haven't riden my bike in about a year.... hell, that's a long time... i took some time off riding to study for O's... and the promos but now its time to bring it out and smoke some yahyah payayas... haha...

quite sad... the beach where we used to race in sentosa is now being converted into a gigantic car park.... screw them man.... scratch off one great place to ride.... my favourite ever place to ride is still loyang.... that was where i first learnt to ride on the mini 50cc... then graduated to the XR100 which was really just an off-road play bike... but i rode it to the ground... haha.. i really killed it... after the XR died, my dad bought over the KX80... woohoo.... the inanimate love of my life...

but loyang has since been closed and grown over by weeds and lalang... and the land is lying unused.... man... if the govt was so concerned about land conservation they would use up all the available land right... but do they.... NOOOO... so why can't they just allow us to use it.... if we are allowed to get our thrills off-road, "bikers" won't have to get them on the road.... haha.. so if you look at it in my wicked way, more tracks=safer roads...

there used to be a track at yishun too... that's when i had many great battles with my cousin when i was on the XR and he was on the KTM 65SX... then i moved on to the 80 which is really in a diff class.... and yishun got closed... so that's another chapter closed... damn....

extreme sports in s'pore is really suffocating... some time ago i read a headline "S'pore on the World Map of Extreme Sports"... hah!! i almost choked on my breakfast laughing... that headline couldn't be more full of crap.... just a year ago they banned the Asian X tour frm coming down to S'pore cuz there was an accident where i think the guy died.... comm'on.... things like this happens in extreme sports... i've had had my fair share of spills.... i once tried to cross this puddle at the yishun track that was a lot deeper than i thought it was and the whole bike flew over me... i was going full throttle in top gear down the straight that the puddle was on and endo-ed... the endo took the bike right over me and i landed face first on the ground where i stayed for a couple of minute, totally winded... my cousin can shift one of his ribs in and out.... my other cousin had a bike land on her and she still got up and is still riding... and she was like in pri three or something at the time... the point of extreme sports is to do some pretty whacked up stuff and survive it...

instead the Xtour has gone to KL and its really booming there... man they had some FMXers last year and they brought the house down.... shite... and they are bringing up so much young talent...

man... life will be so good if we could just have one really good track that was OURS... not just a vacant piece of land... but OUR land... that'll be the tops... we could build our own jumps and carve some really solid burms.... and we could ride there like every weekend and organise some races... haha... then i can burn more ppl...

well.. anyway... i have in a way gotten rid of my boredom for a couple of minutes by writing this post... but now i gotta figure out what to do for the rest of the day... darn...

well.. c ya kiddos...