its truely amazing how fast the week flew by... totally amazing... yest bbq was preety okay i guess... not as many people turned up... but we did manage finish most of the makan.... either we ate ALOT or we underestimated to amt of food to get.... mrs chong managed to come over and we all had a good time.... took a few photos.... etc etc etc....

stayed at lorbah's house last night.... drank a bit, play mahjong, talk cock.... haha... that peiwen ar.... stay up until so late nia... still can call to chit chat with us.... haha.... kaoz... but we had a good time there... only left the house at abt 9 plus... got back at 10.... fell asleep and didn't wake up until 5... haha.. i guess my dad expected it lah... so didn't chao me the whole day.... had a bit off a headache when i woke up.... hrm... i guess a little alcohol goes a long way... dammit...but it was damn fun hanging out with them the whole night...

hrm... on a different note... i gave her the present yesterday... didn't really say much to her... just hope that she liked it, that's all.... don't think that i have much hope lah... don't know what to do... caught in the middle...
but somethings aren't meant to be, i guess... maybe this is just one of the things that wasn't ever supposed to happen... wish that there could be more between us... but being friends is still good.. right?

convincing myself that that is true is a totally different thing...