addicted.....

man... what can i say... i think i'm addicted to her.....
girls... can't live with them but can't live without them too.....

can't seem to get my mind off her.... she is the nicest gal that i have met in NY and i've been here for almost 8 months.... so that says alot about what i think of her... i have not seen her get angry before even with all the lame stuff that we tease her about..... nor have i seen her in a bad mood.... she is perpetually happy.... maybe that's why i like her the way i do.... when she's happy, i feel happy.... and since she's always happy, den i'm always happy.... and i like being happy....

but somehow i don't think that we can ever be together.... i don't think that she is really looking to be in a relationship right not.... something is just holding me back frm telling her how i feel..... like my gut is trying to tell me not to do something stupid and spoil the friendship we have now.....

haiz.... what to do... what to say.... dilemmas aren't very fun ya know.... wish there was some way that i can wave a magic wand to magically make everything okay..... but i can't, can i....

lemme just sit back and drown in my music..... god save MP3s.....