MID-YEARS!!!!!

OMG.... mid-years are in like three days time... not exactly a lot of time left to mug... haiz... i haven't really been doing that great in sch.... barely scraping thru test and flunking a few.... not the way that i wanna go thru sch life... i'm beginning to regret going to JC... i guess i'm just tired of the whole idea of school... if it wasn't for rugby i probably wouldn't have stayed in JC...
all of my sec sch frens have gone to poly... i'm one of the very few peicaians in JC and the only guy frm my class to go to JC.... my god...
come to think of it... i don't like studying... haha... truthfully.... who does...
o levels didn't really need me to mug over books and to last minute cramming n stuff... but a levels is very different... studying is actually required.... haha... looking back i didn't really study for my o levels (prob explains my results) and still managed to get in to JC... when you're in sec sch you see o levels as the end of your sch life.... but immediately after the o levels you are thrown face first into JC... there the environment is totally different.... i've adapted to the sch life but i haven't been able to adapt to the work... you didn't really have to do much work in sec sch and still pass your exams.... but now if you don't study you can't even pass your common tests...
haiz... maybe i just need some motivation to study..... but i don't know when that motivation will come... it better come soon.....