girls.......

went to chomp chomp on monday evening with boon, lor bah, guo feng and wei an...
i don't know how it happened.... but we got onto the subject of girls....
i got me thinking when i got home... why do guys like a gal so much that it drives them to points of insanity... and why would a guy still like a gal when she is clearly not interested.... haiz... well... i still haven't come up with an ans.... if you do find a ans... call me....
well.. as most of you know.... i like this girl... she's really super cute and got a damn nice personality... but things aren't really that great right now... okay fine... they're not good at all... i don't know how to express in words what i wanna say right now... but i'm getting very doubtful of my chances with her.... i don't think that i was ever meant to be with her..... and yet i still can't stop thinking of her... hrm...
coincedently... i've had a crush on a gal with the same name as her before... things didn't go real well either... haha... maybe i'm just not meant to be with a girl named p***... haha...
i don't think that i wanna continue "chasing" her anymore... it's kinda pointless... as my fav reggae singer bob marley says.... no woman no cry.... i think that is one the wisest thing anyone has said...
the virtues of being single and not looking... no expensive phone bills after msging her like mad... no need to spend tons of money everytime you bring her out.... no need to be a perfect gentleman 24/7....
its not that i don't want to msg her like mad... its not that i don't want to spend tons of money on her... and it is not that i don't want to be a perfect gentleman for her sake...
but i just have a feeling that if i msg her like mad, she'll get a restraining order....
if i spend tons of money on her, i'll go bankrupt and still not have her....
and if i'm a perfect gentleman 24/7, i'll explode cuz of the pressure of the fart i'll be holding in (and still not get her)....
i think it shd be pretty obvious to you guys how hopeless case it is right now... hope you guys understand....
"Being loved by someone you don't love is irritating. Loving someone who doesn't love you is tragic; but loving someone who loves you is a dream."
take note of the words in bold.... that truely sums up my situation right now....
haha.... kinda out of ironry... KC and JoJo's All My Life is playing on my winamp player... its set to shuffle the tracks and it just so happened to start playing this song just as i was typing this post....
is it a sign... maybe it is... maybe it isn't....
but i've more or less made up my mind.... no woman no cry....