did i say i'll be away for a couple of weeks... erm...
guess what.... my dad reformatted the com the very night that i posted that entry...
so well... I'M BACK... haha... i know how dumb that seemed...

so far, my com has been behaving.. and i'm having no probs with adware and stuff (touch wood ar!!)... and i'm praying, begging and hoping that i won't have any probs.... but now that i've gotten rid of my adware and spyware problem, i have another prob on my hands... my moniter has decided to start flickering... and it is seriously giving a bad headache... haiz... just as i get rid of one prob another one pops up... what de...

just realised something very ironic... alot of the adware that was unwantedly installed on my computer were "made" by ppl advertising anti-spyware/adware software... ironic huh...





today was the game against Northbrooks Sec.... and the one thing that i was extremely happy abt was the fact that i didn't drop a single high ball that came to me when i was playing full back.... one of the grubber kicks that they attempted was converted into a turnover and a try scoring move... it was damn professional... danny and i counter-attacked like a professional back three... turning defence into offence the way that any good fullback-winger combination shd do... haha...

thank you baoxin... throughout the first period, you kept turning back and telling me that you will be supporting me and you kept asking me if i was okay... you know how stressed i can get while playing full-back and having you there to support allowed me to relax and play the game the way that i shd have...

oh well.. before i get carried away, i can't say that i played that well as scrumhalf... kinda dissapointed in myself.. i know that i am capable of much better preformances than that... i'm not being arrogant or anything... but as a player, you will know yourself the best and you will know when you have played a good or bad match... no matter what ppl tell you, you will know the truth...

i think that i haven't played as scrumhalf for a pretty long time cuz of the injuries among the backline... so i have lost the touch for a while... hopefully Jamal will let me play on saturday so that i can reconnect with the halfback position...

overall...i guess it was a good game.. we didn't work our game plan exactly the way that we prob shd have... alot of individual running... and that might not work with the bigger JC sides...

but it is a good start... we have been losing a lot of our matches recently and winning this game, i guess, meant alot to the team... it brought our low morale up a bit... and the winning feeling is a very good incentive to train hard and play harder... the feeling of winning a match provides something to work towards and that drive to win is what we really need...