tired... so tired... mentally... physically.... just plain tired...

can't seem to get enuf sleep...








its all a facade... dun take me for granted...







feel like locking myself up in a soundproof room and cursing out all my frustration.... all my fatigue... all my inner pains....











war, fighting, bombs... wad purpose do they serve other than to destroy what God has created.... to destroy the lives of innocents.... no matter how advanced weaponry gets, there is no way that civilians will not be affected by them... wars are fought right on their doorsteps... not in some far away battlefield that is totally isolated frm the real world....








why do ppl say that they hate their lives.... what use is it to jump or slash themselves or wadeva... will that help them... their lives can't inprove when THEY'RE DEAD.... death isn't just a fling.. its a permanent affair... you can't go back... when you're alive there is still hope and ways and means of improving your life.... no one is without oppotunities to improve themselves... its just a matter of whether they are strong enough to do something and to go thru with it...







they say that happiness can't be bought... yet one can't live without money....







life is full of contradictions... bear with it...





when two people swear to spend their live together for the rest of their lives, it is a sacred event... it is the union of two souls...










don't go changing yourself trying to please someone.... don't go trying some new fashion... when you fall in love... she/he shd want you just the way you are...





i am the way that i am... there is no way that i can change myself for you... i know that now... i have tried and failed.....